[jennylyn]

I am looking to talk to other birthmothers. I am 4 months pregnant and placing my child for adoption. I have been going through many ups and downs. I already love the child that is inside of me. I have met the parents i have chosen to adopt my child. I have also visited their home. I feel I have gotten close to the adoptive mother. We talk on the phone almost every day. I know this will be the hardest thing I have ever done. I already have two children and I know how much I love them. I know I have to do this not only for my unborn baby to have the best life possible,but also for my 2 boys. Knowing I have to do this is killing me but I know it will be the best thing for all of my children.