[solonely1974]

Just saying how I feel. It just mind boggling how some feel that it stinks.
You know what, cuz thinking about it again ticks me off once again, whomever feels like it "stinks" you all should thankful you are alive. I don't know, it's hard to explain really.

I mean, I probably had a better life now than if I was kept. But I know there are situations where the adoptive family didn't go good. And I am sorry that some adoptees had to go through that.

But I would never blame the birthparents for putting me up for adoption. They have their reasons. All I have to do is respect that. I get mad sometimes, but that is just because I have so many questions. And if she tells me no, when I try to contact her again, I will just have to buck up and move on. I'll just have to continue to wonder.

We all get mad about being put up but don't blame.