I gave birth to Noah in Oct to an open adoption. I see a grief counselor and will be going to a weekley support group. I am trying to find birthmothers that live near me. I feel that would help in the procees to recovery. The best thing to do I think is get out of the house. the birth father lefe me so I moved cloe to famliy who are near by and care. The best thing is to reach out to others do not feel alone.