[Love_um_all]

i'm really bummed about reading all these success stories from you guys. I have been a fosterparent for 2+ years now, have lost 2 baby boys, and have a little girl possible to go to relative. I hate this. I keep going through the ringer. My FAD worker just tells me "hang in there" but, it seems, come on. Is this the way it works, or am I not aggressive enough. I don't know what else I should be doing. Of course, it is not just hard for me and DH to lose the babies, but it is really hard on my family too. Any advice?