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Ya Nancy. Since I've been working with Forget Me Not Society, I have found much helpful information.
The problems didn't start when I had a child out of wedlock. The problems started when I was born to a mother who didn't want me.
I've been recovering from that first abandonment for the past twenty years.
So when a child is not wanted, they will do anything to find love. I know I did. One of the things I did was attract a man who was unable to love me, but pretended he did to get his needs met. I'll never forget his marriage proposal. I want you to marry me and have my children. He said to me. Then when I got pregnant, he suggested I have an abortion.
I just couldn't. Today those children I wouldn't abort are not speaking to me.
I've grieved my loss and went on as I said before. Thank God for supportive people.
Thanks for your input
Veronica
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