[vicrose]

Veronica..I'm not a birthmother, but an adoptee. My heart goes out to you, because you definitely have been in a lot of pain over the years for the decision that you made so long ago. How did your first contact with your son begin? Did you contact him, or did he contact you? I actually contacted my birthmother, but she was really blown away..and told me not to contact her again. There definitely seems like there was a lot of pain on both sides..your son's, and your's.....but that's not to say that this is it. Have you sought out a Counselor that could help you resolve some of your issues, or could at least help you with the pain. I wuld love to chat with you. If you want, just pm mail me. Hugs, Brenda