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I prayed for days, weeks, months...before and after placement. I took time for myself. I took a week off of work to visit a friend and think. I spent more time on my knees than I can count. Talk to an agency. The one I used helped me talk through my feelings. They told me no matter what I decided they would help. I believe that if I had changed my mind that night, they would have figured out a way to get me everything I needed to take care of her. If you want to know which agency I used just pm me.
I didn't know until I was a month away from delivery. The day I met her parents. It was only reaffirmed to me throughout my delivery and hospital stay. I contribute knowing to God. I never would have made that decision without his help and strength.
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