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Well... another month gone... no response. I'm not gonna lie. I'm pretty discouraged and I'm thinking that nothing is ever going to come out of this. I'm figuring I'm just gonna leave my end of the "search" alone and see if she ever decides to come back. Maybe all she wanted to know was that I was happy and healthy. Maybe the letter I sent was enough for her. I wish that was enough for me though. There are days while I am at work and the idea of meeting her obsesses me. I'll do nothing but try different combinations of my birth name, birthday and her first name. I really appreciate all of the support from the b-moms and everyone else on the forums, I'm begining to think that she isn't cut from the same cloth as all of y'all though. I'm still hopeful, but that is fading fast.
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