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August- you do have a right to be angry. You seem to have gotten the short straw in life. I understand that and I respect that. I'm just trying to say that if you approach your birthmom in your current state you may scare her and she might be too afraid to talk to you. You come across as very angry and very aggressive and I think that is counterproductive to your goal. You had me upset and crying for hours after I read your letter and it wasn't even addressed to me. I can't imagine how she might feel. Also, I am in health care and I have seen people have heart attacks, strokes, migrains, intestinal issues and other symptoms all because they harbored pent up rage like you seem to be. It's not healthy for you. You are only poisoning yourself with this anger. I was very bitter and angry about what happened to me and my birthson for years. I suffered migrains, depression and intestinal problems. I finally got help. I just talked to someone for awhile, I didn't need meds or anything. I felt like the weight of the world was lifted off my chest and all my symptoms went away. I just hope that you are able to find her and get the answers you deserve. I just think you need to approach this from a different angle to maximize your chances of success. Best of luck in your journey.
Sincerely,
Gwen
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