[denham]

OMG thank you so much for all of your replies...in a way I realize that I am blessed already in many ways. She does sleep through the night, going to bed by 8:30 and usually won't get up until 6:30. She also sleeps for a good 2 hours each afternoon,I have some alone time there too. I am also off from school for the summer, I have 7 weeks at home to get her acclimated to daycare and to our routine here at home. My Dh is very supportive. When she woke up this morning at 4:30 - very unusual- he stayed up with her so that I could get some sleep. He'll get dinner for us and go to the store for me etc.
I think it's just so new to me and I feel overwhelmed at the newness.
Thanks again, I really appreciate your time and thoughts to help me out.