[HeidiK]

I think things happen for a reason and I wouldn't walk away from this situation. I work with dying children everyday - and I still would have said yes. I know you will be scared - but there are a million reasons to be scared. You don't know what your future holds - for you personally, your husband, your unborn child and this little boy I am have never been one to make decisions based on fear of the "bad things" happening in life, I look at what might be - the happiness, the joy. Maybe this little boy was placed in your heart becasue you have the knowledge and resourses to help him live a long and happy life. This is just my o-pinion, and I hope you find peace in your heart no matter what path you take