What to do?
I was 17 and his mother was 16 when our birthson was born. I'm 34 now. We put him up for an open adoption. His mother receives pictures and letters every now and then and keeps me posted about whats going on in his life. I never wrote him because I was scared and I'm still scared that if I write him now it won't matter to him. I found his myspace last year but it's set to private so I can't read about him unless I ask to be his friend. Come to find out we live in towns about 10 miles apart. What a small world huh. Would I be wrong for trying to contact him through myspace? I don't want to intrude on his life. I know I can't offer half of what his parents give to him but I know I'll always have more love in my heart for him than any other person. It don't help me either that he's my only child out of 3 marriages and the way it is it will stay that way. His not being in my life has always eatin away at me but I know he's been well taken care of and has grown up to be a fine young man. His whole life I've wanted to find him. Now that I have I don't know how to proceed. Is there any suggestions out there about what to do?
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