Hi Kitty,
I think the fact that you understand that she wanted you, that she too was hurt by the decision to be apart from you will be enough in itself. Just seeing you once again will probebly bring out something in her that hasnt shown itself in 47 years. I have a feeling holding you in her arms, knowing you're alright, is just what she needs.
How are you feeling about meeting her? Very excited for you, let us know how you go
- Emma x
Old bird? Please!!!

Hardly xx
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Death either destroys us or unmasks us. If it means liberation, better things await us when our burden is gone; if destruction, nothing at all awaits us, blessings and curses are abolished.
- Seneca
Jai - My beautiful husband, my soul mate, my world. I hope one day we will meet again.
Please wait for me. Rest in Peace my angel. I love you.