[dklevy]

Bdad came over last sat and it was difficult. So many mixed emotions and a reminder of why he wasn't for me. He was very polite and respectful and considerate, but so not my type. My husband left to go fishing the whole time. He said he didn't want to react wrong or be looking over our shoulders when bdad was there. Was probably best.

Anyway, I gave him one of her birth certificates and let him look through all her photos. He now has some on his computer that I scanned for him. He will be sending her parents a letter. That presents the next stage of worrying. Will they be mad that I gave him the address? Of maybe it will spark a response, good or bad? I kept bdad from knowing about her birth right away, I can't keep this from him now.