[sparkle1908]

Hello everyone..

I haven't been on here for a while but that's because I have fallen back into my habit of procrastination...I start off strong and then "think" my way out of maintaining momentum...

I have been going back and forth with reasons why I should "wait" to pursue adoption such as "I want to be really financially secure"..."I want a house"..."I'll wait until I am xx yrs old"...

I know that unless I hit a lottery that I will NEVER have enough money (or it will seem) but I KNOW that I can provide for a child and my household...

I know I don't need a house because I have friends with kids (and relatives) who live in an apartment just fine...

I just turned 37 but wanted to wait until I was 40 knowing that no one is promised tomorrow..

I don't know what's wrong with me..I know I want a child and I know I will be a great parent...I just can't shake the "procrastination" monkey off my back...

Did anyone else have this problem? If so, what did you do get over it and pursue your dream??? HELP!!!