Ding Ding Ding!! Mkap hit the nail on head, that must be it. Do I really think I am going to adopt J...No
but most involved from DSS thinks it will end up going to TPR, they have no faith in the mom's abilities. My gut tells me she will end up back wth mom, I dont know why, maybe i am guearding my heart. But I have fallen so in love with this little girl and she is so attached to me that of course i want to adopt her and keep her forver! lol So I guess my anxiety has a lot to do with that. Also her crying this time when I left her for the visit hurt me more then when my son cried for at daycare!
Mom was 30 minutes late today So I ened up in the room with the supervisor playing with J. The supervisor could not believe how interactive and happy she was and outgoing. She said when mom is there visiting the baby is very blank and non reactive and won't even crack a smile. Of course I was beaming on the inside, I know that's a little self indulgent
