Dear April16,
Hi my name's Janey. I'm a bmom. I just wanted to let you know that these feelings and fears you are having are perfectly normal. I can't speak for other birthparents but for me they certainly have been.
The underlying fear that my children would hate me has haunted me through the years but I am coming to see that's better to face that fear than to let it eat away at me as it has done.
So kudos to you for having the courage to come here and share. Please keep talking. There are a lot of good people in here on all sides who can give you some excellent advice on dealing with emotions and also can offer a hand of friendship and support.
Much hugs your way today.
