[susie_book]

It feels like I just post a thread here every few months when things are rough--sorry, y'all! In my defense, I do quietly read most of the others. Anyway. I had my first visit with my bson, and that went fine--but shortly thereafter my partner and I had a condom break, and now my period is late, and I'm suuuper stressed out about it. Last time I didn't test positive until I was six weeks pregnant; if I am pregnant, I'd be about four weeks right now, and sure enough I test negative but that doesn't tell me anything!! If I am pregnant, we'd parent this time--don't think the adoption was the wrong thing to do, but too hard to do a second time, and we're in a different place now (married, living together, working). So I really just am driving myself crazy with the waiting. Any thoughts or feedback from you ladies would be much appreciated.