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Sometimes I get so angry because THIS is the stuff they conveniently don't mention when we are talking about relinquishment. THIS is the stuff that I hope that counseling immediately after relinquishment could have helped with.
For me, it's not so much about missing the things I've missed, it's more about mourning the fact that I will never have the relationship with him that I would have if I hadn't missed out on that stuff.
If that makes sense.
I'm glad you're doing better today Deb. Allow yourself to have the sad days though.
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