[Marimar]

One of my friend had abortion last week. I was with her. I waited in the waiting room with her.. It felt so bad.. I am not sure how she feels now.. I do not want to bring the subject up if she does not say anything ..

But it felt sooo wrong. And I still wonder if there was anything I could have said or done to prevent it from happening.. I feel sooo bad about it..
We had seen the pictures of the baby 10 weeks..
I wanted to cry so much..

It does not feel right. But there was nothing I could do. Apart from being there when my friend needed me.

For me even though the baby was not born yet , it was a baby. No doubt about it.

Yes I do believe that it was a murder. No question about that either.

Yet there is one thing.. I know two women who commited suicide because of adoption and relenquishment.
One of them is Cindy Jordan.. And I also hope their memories are kept alive.. And teenagers are also educated on downsides of adoption.. I really wonder why they are not remembered even here in adoption.org.. She had relenqueshed her child beliving that she was getting open adoption but the amom closed the adoption as soon as it is finalized and even wrote a book about how easy it was to get someones child by making them believing that they are getting open adoption!!!
And she got away with doing this.


I think pro-lifers makes adoption sound "easy ".
Too pinky and they do not really tell when one gives up her child what one really gives up.