Hi everyone! This is kind of a vent, but I do have alot of questions. DH and I have been licensed through our agency since January 09. We did foster care for 8 months in 2006 through a dif agency and fostered 12 children during that short time. I am the kind that gets very attached very fast, so after 12, I had to take a break from things and rethink my goal. We have lost 2 beautiful bio daughters due to complications at 5 months pregnant. And I just really want to be a mom, while making a difference. Anyway, so when we were licensed we told our agency we wanted to be adopt only or atleast legal risk. They agreed. About 2 weeks after licensed, I get a call about a 1 year old boy who has several broken bones and no where to go, so ofcourse I accepted, even though I knew it would be foster only. He is leaving friday RU with bio mom and I told my agency that I wanted legal risk or adopt only from now on, so now they are ticked and say I have to find my own kids and then they will help me adopt!!! what the heck???!!! I don't even know where to start. We are wanting caucasion, 0-6, one to three kids, gender doesn't matter. We are in region 2. I just don't know what else to do. I look on the TARE site, but nothing! I have contacts with cps and casa supposedly keeping their ears open, but there has to be something else I can do. Should I just keep doing foster care and hope for the best or should I stick to what I feel is best for my family and for myself? I'm tired of having my heart broken.
