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It's so interesting.
I don't think I've ever spoken to anyone else and never outloud about the actual relinquishment. Until now.
I do remember that summer, I was at my parents house, deep in the middle of no-where woods. They'd moved there right before I started college so I only knew the immediate next door neighbours. I was so alone. I remember sitting in the middle of the woods for hours at a time, getting lost in a book and my parents not even noticing I was gone.
That and working out. It was very 'important' that I get 'in shape'. One of the first things my dad said when I told them I was pregnant (I was 6 months along at the time) was 'well at least you are not getting fat.'
The hypnotist hasn't answered my email. I'm trying to get the courage up to call. One of the funky things is that she categorises her regression therapy with 'past life' hypnotism. LOL. Maybe I'll find out who I REALLY am.
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