I could be easily picked out of a crowd... I have changed emensely on the inside, but that **** fountain of youth has preserved me so much so that at 40 I get carded for ciggies. LOL.
when I say downstream, I am referring to a philosophy found in "the Power of attraction" by Ester and Jerry Hicks. I am actually reading their book, "The power of emotion" or something like that. Makes sense to me.
I am sure my daughter is a rebel. Her dad comes from a super religious background, and my daughter has made enough comments that shows me she doesn't agree with some of the philosophy... and that must be hard for her Dad...I am sure he feels that he is "losing" her, as do most parents do when their kids get into their teens... amplified by my recent appearance.
I imagine he feels that she is pushing him away, and fears that he may lose her to me. Understandable. It has been a tough ride so far, but with the encouragement here, and from the books I get my hands on, I am doing well.
I have said goodbye to the things I cannot change for things that are relevant, and are under my power of control. ... I am on an upswing. Not at 100%, but more like 60%.
