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Port,
I think the I'm hoping the opposite realization to happen in my situation. I've always had some resentment and anger that I was never given a real option to raise my b-son. I hope in raising my own child I can see how hard it is have a newborn, and how difficult it would have been for me to raise my b-son at the age of 17, still in highschool and single. Cause i've always wondered if i could of done it.
As far as the firsts go i think i will cherish them that much more cause I know how special it is that I finially get to be a mother! I've waited 10 long years.
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