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Dave.. First let me say that your thoughts in Poem form are very powerful and heart felt.
I applaud your courage to reach the place you need to reach to be able to heal from your pain.
With that said, As a birth mom, longing to find my Birth daughter, and knowing that if she found me, I could not and would not turn her away, I try each and every day to understand those like your birth mom, who in my opinion must have assumed that since they made the decision to place their children for adoption, than that meant they had no rights or place to ever search or be accepted in their lives.
Very rarely do you come across Birth Moms who can be simply cruel. IT is because WE love our children , so much , that we make the heart breaking decisions to place them.
I am certain that in her heart she loved you more then anyone else could possibly love you and chose to keep you at a distance, because of that love.. ( for she thought that probably had to be best for you)
I am sorry for your pain.. I will be thinking of you often.
Donna
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