Mizz Momma...
Don't listen to your mind..honestly make this decision based on your heart.
You mind can fool you when it comes to adoption. Adoption can seem very logical when confronted with a situation like yours, plus often, even people like pregnancy and
adoption couselors have their own reasons for wanting you to err on logic. But situations change, sometimes very quickly. Which means your mind can change, but our hearts stay the same.
You might not be able to see a future now with a new baby in tow, but I can assure you that a furture without her will not be one that you ever want to see.
Depression now..confronted with all these major life chnages is normal, depression after
you relinquish a child is something you learn to live with every day.
Let your heart rule on this one..it's the only way to go. You'll do what you have to do to keep you children together. That's what mommas do...