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Poor you! I am really feeling for you and your current situation.
I'm glad you found these forums and I hope that we can help you.
First of all, can you get some counseling? Not from an adoption agency, but someone who can help you with your depression and help you to sort out what you want to do.
I'm feeling like a big part of you wants to keep this baby, but you're scared of being overwhelmed. Is your family around to help you at all? Don't rush into any decisions. It's quite ok to take your baby home and decide later what you want to do, however, if you decide to relinquish your child, you may have no recourse later if you regret your decision.
There are other people here who can help you quite a lot in finding out about resources so you can fully explore the option of parenting. I know it's tough but hang in there!
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