[Mizz_Momma]

Hi
I have two beautiful girls ages 3 and 1 from a previous relationship. In June we separated and the girls and I moved out on our own. I got into a rebound relationship (or so I thought, he actually had a gf and baby on the way already) in which I ended up with an unplanned pregnancy. The father of my first two girls told me I had to have an abortion or he wouldnt get back together with me, I couldnt do that and eventually he got over it and we got back together. I haven't felt very close to this baby but I was somewhat excited at times during this pregnancy. The father hasnt been involved and recently my boyfriend broke up with me for some girl he didnt even know at the time who he met online. I am feeling depressed and scared and alone. I'm having trouble taking care of myself nevermind 3 children. The father of this baby has started vandilizing my house. I've started to think about adoption. I'm scared to make a hasty decison based on my depressive state. I dont want to regret this decison in the long run. I'm scared and alone. I don't know how to make this decison but I only have 3 weeks left in my pregnancy and I feel rushed. What are some things any of you have used to help make this incrediably hard decision.