MysticPenguin, I am glad to hear from you, and am sorry for your loss. I have also chose your path, along with also the path of relinquishing a child. Do not be hard on yourself, this was YOUR decision, and no one elses is important. Please take care of yourself, feel free to PM me, if it would make it better in finding your peace. I am here, as so many of these others...no judgement, for I would and could NEVER be one to do so. GOD will be right behind you, so when you need a ahnd, and you feel yourself falling....he will catch you...Blessings, and most certainaly...SERENITY, C.J.
