Janey, I am sad , for you like I may never know. It would seem such a small thing to hope for...a name! It will soon be a year for me too, like you, I too, have learned so much. I have never learned as much from anyone in my life...like I have indeed gained from an innocent person, whom was relinquished. I refuse to 'label' them as 'adoptees", I just do, they desrve NO labeling, for in my thoughts, this label is what starts them into a world of difference. My journey was not what I had hoped for, alas, I too wanted to know a name, but more so learn if they had indeed been placed together, were safe, happy and alive. In my journey, all my questions have answers, with exception, they have no face, and no name. I have come to believe, I do not deserve this knowledge, for it is a path I chose, regardless of being forced or not, I chose that road. Janey do not give into excepting, for your path, may be a happier one, with flowers, and green grass, and who knows maybe even a rainbow in the end. I do not regret finding them(so to speak), I regret what and how their parents went about seeking, and possessing their children, (my twins). I could have done without finding this out. Please keep climbing your mountain, and with you I will try to continue to learn from so many wonderful people in this nightmare we call a triad. Blessings to you Janey, and happy one year..(almost), I am honored to have learned from you...C.J.
