[Crissy011]

I think what I was saying may have been a bit misunderstood. All I was saying was that I struggle with the fairness to a child if you are not feeling bonded to go forward with adoption just because you said you would. I think that mentality is not fair to the child. This is a huge decision that will affect everyone and should be in the best interest of everyone...not just because we said we wanted to "move forward" 8 months ago before we really even knew eachother. I have committed to him. I am the best parent I can be to him. However, I struggle with whether or not that is enough for him.