[Crissy011]

Thanks for all the responses so far! I appreciate it! I do think that I'm going to have to try to let the walls down and allow myself to feel more and be excited even if it does end up hurting me in the end. I have been honest with my husband about my feelings, but I don't want to push this on him or make him feel like he needs to make this decision because it is what I want. I want him to make it for himself too.