A close family friend and cousin were pregnant and due at the same time as I was. I couldn't go to their showers because I just couldn't deal with the whole scenario. I went through a phase a couple of years later where I really wanted a baby. I started to babysit for 2-3 days at a time for 2 toddlers. I did that 3 times a month for about 3 months and I was cured for awhile!
It is hard. If you feel your placement was the best thing for everyone then I think the saying "one day at a time" really is all you can do. Keep coming here and talking to everyone too.
Hang in there!
