[bromanchik]

I want to reiterate about exploring allyour options. Most adoption agencies (by their own admission) only do adoption counseling. You want to go to an unbiased therapist that will help you explore both options. Also research the internet. If you need referrals for websites pm me.

Also, those that are saying that you may not experience PPD are right, not everyone does. However, you may experience a trauma reaction and you will grieve. Losing a child placed for adoption involves a complicated, life-long grieving process. Personally speaking, it has been the hardest loss I have ever faced.