i had a hard time after placeing my son , my husband whanted kids but just the ideal made me well everything,but i had a friend tell me that i would be giving up a wonderfull chance to have my own future the futre my son would whant me to have no matter were he was and well thats when i got help i talked to the counsler at the agency i placed at and with there help i was able to work through some of the fear and at least try .and i am so happy i did i had my first son and when i held him it made me relize i made the right choice .so what i tell you is this get some help talk to some one cry like a bandhy or at least i did and try to look to a future with the man u love and if he loves you then he will give you the time till you can be complete to be a mom and if you never are well then he will have to except it because he loves you .good luck and take care.
