[babyowen7]

I am a 20 year old, soon to be first mom. My fiance and I have an on again off again relationship and his mom hates my guts for no reason at all. When we first found out we were pregnant, we both thought adoption was the only choice. Now though after having already carried him for 6 months, I cant imagine not raising my son. It would be a struggle financially and emotionally, but I cant imagine a life without him. Ive actively been working with an adoption agency and looking at families. This just seems to depress me more though, and I feel like Im already loosing my baby. Any thoughts?