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It's hard for me, I just don't want my family to hate me and disown me.... My Aunt has been at the hotel with the baby since Friday, and she is so happy and so excited, how can I take that away from her? I just don't want to hurt anyone else in my decision to parent.
I talk to my Aunt on the phone a lot, and I know that her and my uncle are great people and exceptional parents. I actually come to them for advice with my girls (especially my oldest because she is very rambunctious). I think tonight I am going to take time and think... by myself. It's hard because I kept Amani when I was 17, when everyone told me that I couldn't do it, I couldn't be a good parent, that my life would be ruined, and I've proved to everyone the exact opposite. I showed them that throughout my pregnancy with her. I just worry about the financial part of adding a third child into our home. We don't struggle right now, we get by... would keeping the baby be too much financially? Would my other girls have to go without because I chose to keep her?
I don't know, I'm just having a hard time...it's confusing...
Last edited by Proud_Mommy612 : 01-25-2009 at 01:34 PM.
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