I've been scared to "say it" out loud for fear of plans changing or inclement weather (as happens in the winter). But, as of today, the forecast looks fine (*knocking on wood*) leaving the window open.
Nick, Parker and I will leave for a six and a half hour drive after Nick gets out of preschool on Thursday. We won't arrive until after bedtime but I didn't want to actually lose a day of a visit by driving on Friday. I'm somewhat nervous driving to a place I've never been by myself (Josh can't come with us) with both boys. I've never done more than a three hour car ride with two children. Should be interesting (but good preparation for our vacation this summer when we drive 12).
I haven't seen the Munchkin in just over 18 months. There has been communication, obviously, but no visit. The large majority of that was out of any one person's control. In the process, a lot has changed in all of our lives. As an example, Parker was born and turned one. Nick is now a very verbal three year old. And things on their side. It's going to be a very different dynamic.
I'm excited. And nervous. Munchkin has a lot of questions as of late and I'm a bit scared I won't handle them perfectly. I'm actually afraid I'm just going to be so overwhelmed by her presence that I'll be struck mute. But, knowing me, that's unlikely.
Anyway, I just needed to share.
