However good your intentions are Beth, your sympathy ought to be based on things you can really understand. I feel sad for some of the people on here too, but unless I have had the same experience as them I wouldn't dare post replys pretending to know what they are going through.
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Originally Posted by einigkeit
I am most certainly NOT grateful that my bmom chose to give birth to me rather than do the 'right' thing when there is a question of incest and terminate. Actually, I have days when I resent her decision to give me this life.
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Originally Posted by BethVA62
einigkeit
I know it sucks feeling that way, I've spent many days stuck with that feeling too, and it really sucks. And it's tuff to get rid of that self torture, it's not hurting anyone but you. But it seemed to pass for me in a couple of days even if I don't try to hard. It still comes back on bad days. I hate seeing anyone feeling this way, I'm sorry einigkeit I know it hurts.
I hope you can find some way today to love yourself more, screw the rest of it. Spend some time doing something you love, if you can't find it in you today to love yourself more.
hang in there
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