it's all so crazy, i can hardly believe it. When i saw the test last night i began to cry. It's been 10 years of me being a birthmom, of being asked "do you kids" and awkwardly denying him and feeling ridicious guilt, it's so unatural!!
And now, we will have a baby, together, I won't be left like before, and this baby will be rejoiced, not forced to be given away. I'm excited but i'm scared too. We've only been married 3 months, (but dated for 3 years) and we're planning a move across the state in 2 months. The timing is less than desired but i'm going to be a REAL MOM!!!!!
