[waitingtobeamom]

We too are looking to adopt someday and have had to reunify an infant. We got her at 9 months and sent her home at 15 months after just having surgery. It was the hardest thing we have ever done. DH and I cried the whole way home. But now 5 months later when things make us think of her we can now smile and laugh instead of crying. We just keep telling ourselves we are just loving them while they are here.