Rylee, I am so sorry you're feeling so much pain. It must hurt so badly not to be able to see your grandchildren. I know you love them very much. I wish there was something I could do or say to make you feel better.
Try to take things one day at a time. I always feel better when I do that. Breaking things down into one-day increments seems to be not so overwhelming.
You're in my thoughts and prayers today, my friend.
