[Birthmom12_10_2008]

Thank you for that. I know I am more than just a birthmother, but I was referring to the fact that I only know the birthmother side of adoption.

Let me just tell you ladies that the past two days have been very good. Sure today I didn't get out of bed until nearly 1pm, but I think I needed the sleep, but once I got out of bed and showered I had a pretty good day. Granted I was not hungry most of the day and only ate once, my mood was somewhat pleasant and I think I smiled quite a bit. I think I've hit a turning point in my grieving and I hope that I continue to go in this direction, although I'm sure there are going to be days where I hit rock bottom...It's just so great to feel like ME again.