I just felt I should clarify...I hold no ONE responsible for my journey! I do not hold the twins parents in any way responsible....how can I ? I do not have the honor of knowing them. I am the one whom was stupid and scared at 25 yrs old. Iam the one WAS naive! I do not hold expectations that IF I get to know of my twins...that THEY will make me WHOLE once again...for I do not expect that nor want that. I will be whole in the way of knowing what I DID was not for nothing...if I can just see them and see in their eyes they are happy, healthy, and secure in being compassionate and loving towards their parents! Then and only then can I allow my self inflicted pain of not feeling whole ...to be buried...where it belongs...with my first husband and his leg, that left him not whole! My father used to say we are all placed here for a short time...and for a specific reason...My son, tells me that reson is to be HIS Mom....maybe...and maybe the reason was to allow another woman to become a MOM! Blessings to all...even those who are re-incarnated!
