Shannon - I really don't know exactly what I can say that will make this all easier. We were not in PGN for 40 weeks, so for me to say I understand is foolish.
I can tell you that I am so sorry and care deeply about all of the families still waiting to bring their precious babies home. I can also tell you that your little boy NEEDS you to hang on.
Pray for him nightly. Pray that he will be cared for and loved, but that he will adapt and attach to you when you do bring him home. Pray for anyone touching your file...that they will speed your process along. These are among the things that I spent my time dwelling on.
BUT MOST OF ALL REMEMBER your little boy needs you. HANG IN THERE!!!! It will happen and he will be home with your family forever!!!
