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So baby boy went to his kinship to adoption placement yesterday and I can honestly say it was the hardest thing I have every had to do, even DH broke down. SW stood there telling us what a good job we had done and how she would put us in touch with other foster parents who have gone through similar experience...blah blah blah. The only thing I have ever had to do that hurt more was dealing with my miscarriage on my own. We are okay but hurting and want only the best for him. Hoping to get another placement soon to be able to focus on something outside of myself. My aunt passed away yesterday unexpectedly too so all in all what a crapfest of a day.