[Birthmom12_10_2008]

Thanks hun, it seems like most of the time all I do is cry. But today is an ok day, but I feel so guilty for that. I don't want to forget him, and I know I won't. I just feel like because I am having and ok day that I might forget him, or that I shouldn't feel ok because he's with someone else and not me. I'm not sure this makes sense, but I'm not sure how else to describe how I feel.