[Birthmom12_10_2008]

I'm am overwhelmed by the response and love that you ladies have showed me this far, and I am grateful to hear that things will get better.

I am journaling, I am actually keeping the journal to my son, writing to him, so that when he is ready to meet me he'll have something that he can read and see how much I loved him and what exactly I went through. It helps a lot to write to someone, instead of just writing down stuff.