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I completely understand what you are feeling... My son was born on December 29th... (I had an open adoption as well) and I am going through the same things... I hardly sleep, I can't eat... I keep staring at the pictures of him from the hospital...
But, Like you, I chose wonderful parents for him, and it gives me comfort to know that he is loved and cared for... and they are doing a much better job than I could have, I'm sure of it.
I'm glad you have friends helping you through this (mine don't like to talk about it much, I think they feel awkward about the situation) and that you're going to therapy. I'm still meeting with my counselor/social worker...
I would also maybe try journaling.? if you're into that kind of thing, it's really helped me.
I'll be praying for you... and know that you aren't alone in what you're feeling.
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