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Originally Posted by lahdh4
It all depends on my day. If I am having a really hard day I just stick to another forum where it is only birth moms. This way I don't have to see all the "happy" announcements, "Gotcha Days" and the like.
Some days I am just truelly angry and avoid it and really only comment on a few threads. Otherwise I avoid all others because it is too painfull.
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I feel the same way sometimes. I think it bugs me because for me there is no happy ending to placing Kiddo. It just is what it is. Not that I'm not happy that he is flourishing where he is, but well... you know what I mean.
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First mom to the amazing Kiddo and adopted adult.
1-4-2009 Mom and I visit Kiddo despite the bad weather. He really loved the blue mittens I made him and even helped me plan my living room. Apparently Hot Wheels wallpapper is the way to go.
2-16-2009 I got a promotion, that comes with a raise. Mom and Dad are visiting and we're going to Al's for pie to celebrate.
4-27-2009 Dad surprises me with a Lady Ugly Stick (an awesome fishing rod that is pink) and a 2nd Iowa Light Artillery Battery jacket. I'm a lucky girl!
5-30-2009 Kiddo turns five. It is hard to believe he is that old already, it seems like just yesterday he was being born. I was at peace for the first time on his birthday, what a nice feeling.
6-13&14 2009 A cannon live fire in Casper WY. We got third place and I got to see Devil's Tower for the first time, it was pretty awesome.
7-4-2009 Amelia the kitten comes to live with me and Liz. Talk about jealousy, Liz will adjust though.
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